Post by Phoenix Quagliaterre on Jul 23, 2017 2:24:33 GMT
Finally I find...
Where I Lose Control
Undisclosed Location
Soft humming of Lynyrd Skynyrd's "Free Bird" is heard as the camera captures russet Oak leaves falling from the long deciduous trees. It appears to be a valley that holds good fortune and positive aura as the camera makes sure to slowly and thoroughly capture the plentiful waterfall nearby that looked cleaner than unicorn tears. The ground held the greenest grass that you would ever see with red roses and purple orchids in full bloom which catches the attention of the chirping blue jays that are flying nearby, the humming gets closer and closer until finally.... the camera slowly turns to the source of the humming. The black velvet cloak blows in the wind as the long hood conceals the identity of the mysterious person. The draping sleeves slowly begin to rise into the air, the sleeves falling to reveal two slender hands that slowly reach up to pull back on the hood to reveal my emotionless face. I blankly stare into the camera before a small smile spreads across my face as i look up into the baby blue sky and the bright, beaming sun, my expression seeming to hold delight at the place i was currently in while i look around in awe.
The Firebird ~ Phoenix
Such a beautiful place... right? We've got the cool blowing breeze that tussles through your hair... the sweet melody of the songbirds expressing their joy at life and at living. Look at this... this WONDERLAND. Our little own slice of heaven we seem to have here, right? When i look at this place... i believe that i am looking through the eyes of Alaina.. with how she sees her life and this unfortunate situation that she finds herself in. This place is as sweet as the victory she believes that she's going to have over me.. the way she gallivants around feigning happiness like her mind is as clear as the sky above us. Her spirit and courage seems to be much more fuller than these trees, her threats indicating that her bite is much more tougher than her bark as she tries to convince myself, as well as the world, that she has this win in the bag. That I'll be sorry... that she is going to end the Firebird in the very first round of the tournament. I tried to treat her with respect but while she’s yarping about, she needs to remember she’s the one who started all of this. She wanted to create controversy and just ended up creating a WHOLE lotta trouble for herself which will be served to her on a side dish with the main course being.... Her getting her ass handed to her by me. I allowed her to speak to me. Allowed her to breathe the same air as me, even though we’re on two different ranking levels with me holding relevance and her just being... here. Being yet just another body to walk this earth, nothing remarkable about you but your last name.. and well when people hear Laroux, they dont think of you at all, sweetie. At first when i heard that i would be facing off against her, i told myself that i was going to be respectful considering that she's my sister in law.. but she allowed all of this power to go to her head, growing an ego the size of an Ed, Edd and Eddy jawbreaker to the point where she honestly believes me to be easy pickens or an easy feat to defeat. I admit, I have been poking fun at you for a bit to piss you off.... But now its not a laughing matter anymore. In comparison to you? I AM the baddest bitch to walk this planet….. and the time has finally come for me to show you why you do NOT piss me off.
I pause as my piercing green eyes break away from the camera to look around me once more, taking in the glorious sight as i extend my arms out and allow my head to fall back to enjoy the coolness of the wind that touches the warmth of my skin and causes my neon red hair to lift up and blow into the breeze.
The Firebird ~ Phoenix
You know what you did. Turning your back on Xavier... even Gabriel to team up with the very woman that has become Xavier's nemesis. To pull yourself out of their shadows and become your own identity? To, what? Come with this thunderous roar of how people will think of you when they think of Laroux by... being Lennox's puppet? You've became Lennox's own strap on and personally fucked your brothers, you ungrateful little shit and masquerading as the good girl, you've proved to be the very bad, rotten apple out of the bunch. But let me explain something to you... your Pheness is a very generous goddess and whether you're good, bad, undecided, the ass beating will be the same because I do not discriminate. You can try to clamor for my spotlight as long as you may but i am here to tell you that, suga? You will NOT be getting the glory. You probably won't even be conscious by the time i get the win. Your hope is equivalent to this slice of heaven that i have carved out here just for you, this fantasy land that you seem to live inside your head as the day grows nearer to the big day and you pathetically believe that you will beat me. But allow me to be the dose of reality to crush those big dreams that you seem to hold onto.
And with that being said, a quick snap of my fingers causes everything around me to change as the wet dream of a paradise suddenly becomes a place far more sinister. The sky has turned a deep violet with a crimson moon taking the place of the disappearing sun. The clouds have darkened and loom ahead while those long deciduous trees become bare and crooked to give the view more of a ghastly scene. Those waterfalls seem to fall even faster in a violent way as the water turns into blood and the grass disappears to show a dry earth that's slowly cracking. My smile grows into a devilish grin at the sight as i look around in admiration before tilting my head to the side when i look to the camera.
The Firebird ~ Phoenix
Now look at it... no longer filled with promises and hope now, is it? This? Is your fate, Alaina. I am the nightmare you will face at the tournament that looms ahead... the barrier that you will not break that will stop you from advancing to the second round. Mmmmmmm... i can just taste it now. Victory sweeter than your brother's lips as i wrap my hands around your throat, lift you high into the air as i make you my first victim in my return match. You probably think all of the hype surrounding our match has to do with you being a Laroux but deep down inside, you KNOW its me. Everyone wants to see the Firebird shake the dust off her wings and take flight again as i soar high into the sky to victory... embarking on that quest of putting down any and every body that crosses my path in this tournament until i make it to the final round... staring Cass straight in the eye as i face off with her for her title-
I suddenly begin to cough as i raise my index finger in a gesture to the camera as if i were trying to get myself together.
The Firebird ~ Phoenix
Ahem.. excuse me there..
I then smugly look back to the camera, cockily running my fingers through my disheveled hair.
The Firebird ~ Phoenix
I meant MY title... becoming the Hardcore Champion that everyone can actually respect and be proud to have here in FAW. And when that night comes? Cass WILL be taking all of me like an erect twelve inches and baby, will it be quite a time. But it's not time for that.. right now, it's our time. You probably think this is a cake walk because you are getting me when i am not yet at 100 percent of trying to get fully prepared and back into it like i used to. I will admit that with me not having had a match in close to two years, i was pretty worried about trying to get back into shape and hoping that i still had it. And i guess we will see when i step foot into the ring with you if I can still make that climb back to the top or am i really out of my league and need to take my fine ass back into retirement. But i believe what everyone else believes.. that I will take this tournament by storm and no one will be able to weather it. Facing off against me is like coming face to face with a ravenous lion that's been locked up into a cage for far too long and is hungry for that fresh meat that crosses its path. You'll probably laugh.. believe me to be a joke because you're Lennox's bottom bitch and you have been granted a false sense of security that you can be protected.. and I'm sure you're used to being protected, especially with your brothers always being there for you but.. there is no protecting from me. Any one who steps into that ring during that match to try to save you is basically just offering up their asses for me to take and let me convey that i will not be gentle. Not sure what lies Lennox filled your head up with but i WILL tell you the woman that i'll always be. I shall always be the one who keeps talking and saying the things that other people are afraid to say. The words that roll off my tongue may be too harsh to climate, but I can PROMISE you that they WILL be pure and honest. The frauds who brag about having wrapped barbed wire whatevers to try to make themselves sound 'edgy' and 'hardcore' are nothing but certified actors in a movie... playing a role to try to BECOME the person they are playing but the credits in that movie eventually roll and you go back to being their same, non threatening selves.
I calmly roll my eyes.
The Firebird ~ Phoenix
I was nice enough to put together all of... this for you, Laina.. offering you an idea of what i mean when i say that i very well can turn your dreams into a nightmare. It sort of hurts that I have to be the one to do this to you, Laina.. but what you did to X and Gabe is VERY unacceptable. And now payback comes hurling at you like a vengeful bitch because now I have to be the one to dish out the cold consequences of what happens when you turn your back on family. I'm going to make it so that i don't just beat you to win but that i BREAK you. I want you laid up in a hospital bed with tubes shoved deeper into you than your brother be in me as you lay motionless, faintly breathing and think about what you did to find yourself in this unfortunate condition. And I want the other participants to view the match and let it sink in that if i can do that to my sister in law that i love so much... then whats going to happen to them when they are standing across from me inside the ring with a deranged woman who REALLY has nothing to lose and everything to gain?
I fall silent as i allow that to sink in while i stroll slowly towards the camera, my haunting emerald eyes boring holes as i grab the camera to glare into it.
The Firebird ~ Phoenix
I'm the grim reaper coming to take your soul and bleed you DRY inside that ring... and trust me, it doesnt get much SAUCIER than that.
Filled with brewing confidence while letting out a maniacal laugh, i suddenly smash the camera down as everything goes all black.
Annie || caution
The Firebird ~ Phoenix
Such a beautiful place... right? We've got the cool blowing breeze that tussles through your hair... the sweet melody of the songbirds expressing their joy at life and at living. Look at this... this WONDERLAND. Our little own slice of heaven we seem to have here, right? When i look at this place... i believe that i am looking through the eyes of Alaina.. with how she sees her life and this unfortunate situation that she finds herself in. This place is as sweet as the victory she believes that she's going to have over me.. the way she gallivants around feigning happiness like her mind is as clear as the sky above us. Her spirit and courage seems to be much more fuller than these trees, her threats indicating that her bite is much more tougher than her bark as she tries to convince myself, as well as the world, that she has this win in the bag. That I'll be sorry... that she is going to end the Firebird in the very first round of the tournament. I tried to treat her with respect but while she’s yarping about, she needs to remember she’s the one who started all of this. She wanted to create controversy and just ended up creating a WHOLE lotta trouble for herself which will be served to her on a side dish with the main course being.... Her getting her ass handed to her by me. I allowed her to speak to me. Allowed her to breathe the same air as me, even though we’re on two different ranking levels with me holding relevance and her just being... here. Being yet just another body to walk this earth, nothing remarkable about you but your last name.. and well when people hear Laroux, they dont think of you at all, sweetie. At first when i heard that i would be facing off against her, i told myself that i was going to be respectful considering that she's my sister in law.. but she allowed all of this power to go to her head, growing an ego the size of an Ed, Edd and Eddy jawbreaker to the point where she honestly believes me to be easy pickens or an easy feat to defeat. I admit, I have been poking fun at you for a bit to piss you off.... But now its not a laughing matter anymore. In comparison to you? I AM the baddest bitch to walk this planet….. and the time has finally come for me to show you why you do NOT piss me off.
I pause as my piercing green eyes break away from the camera to look around me once more, taking in the glorious sight as i extend my arms out and allow my head to fall back to enjoy the coolness of the wind that touches the warmth of my skin and causes my neon red hair to lift up and blow into the breeze.
The Firebird ~ Phoenix
You know what you did. Turning your back on Xavier... even Gabriel to team up with the very woman that has become Xavier's nemesis. To pull yourself out of their shadows and become your own identity? To, what? Come with this thunderous roar of how people will think of you when they think of Laroux by... being Lennox's puppet? You've became Lennox's own strap on and personally fucked your brothers, you ungrateful little shit and masquerading as the good girl, you've proved to be the very bad, rotten apple out of the bunch. But let me explain something to you... your Pheness is a very generous goddess and whether you're good, bad, undecided, the ass beating will be the same because I do not discriminate. You can try to clamor for my spotlight as long as you may but i am here to tell you that, suga? You will NOT be getting the glory. You probably won't even be conscious by the time i get the win. Your hope is equivalent to this slice of heaven that i have carved out here just for you, this fantasy land that you seem to live inside your head as the day grows nearer to the big day and you pathetically believe that you will beat me. But allow me to be the dose of reality to crush those big dreams that you seem to hold onto.
And with that being said, a quick snap of my fingers causes everything around me to change as the wet dream of a paradise suddenly becomes a place far more sinister. The sky has turned a deep violet with a crimson moon taking the place of the disappearing sun. The clouds have darkened and loom ahead while those long deciduous trees become bare and crooked to give the view more of a ghastly scene. Those waterfalls seem to fall even faster in a violent way as the water turns into blood and the grass disappears to show a dry earth that's slowly cracking. My smile grows into a devilish grin at the sight as i look around in admiration before tilting my head to the side when i look to the camera.
The Firebird ~ Phoenix
Now look at it... no longer filled with promises and hope now, is it? This? Is your fate, Alaina. I am the nightmare you will face at the tournament that looms ahead... the barrier that you will not break that will stop you from advancing to the second round. Mmmmmmm... i can just taste it now. Victory sweeter than your brother's lips as i wrap my hands around your throat, lift you high into the air as i make you my first victim in my return match. You probably think all of the hype surrounding our match has to do with you being a Laroux but deep down inside, you KNOW its me. Everyone wants to see the Firebird shake the dust off her wings and take flight again as i soar high into the sky to victory... embarking on that quest of putting down any and every body that crosses my path in this tournament until i make it to the final round... staring Cass straight in the eye as i face off with her for her title-
I suddenly begin to cough as i raise my index finger in a gesture to the camera as if i were trying to get myself together.
The Firebird ~ Phoenix
Ahem.. excuse me there..
I then smugly look back to the camera, cockily running my fingers through my disheveled hair.
The Firebird ~ Phoenix
I meant MY title... becoming the Hardcore Champion that everyone can actually respect and be proud to have here in FAW. And when that night comes? Cass WILL be taking all of me like an erect twelve inches and baby, will it be quite a time. But it's not time for that.. right now, it's our time. You probably think this is a cake walk because you are getting me when i am not yet at 100 percent of trying to get fully prepared and back into it like i used to. I will admit that with me not having had a match in close to two years, i was pretty worried about trying to get back into shape and hoping that i still had it. And i guess we will see when i step foot into the ring with you if I can still make that climb back to the top or am i really out of my league and need to take my fine ass back into retirement. But i believe what everyone else believes.. that I will take this tournament by storm and no one will be able to weather it. Facing off against me is like coming face to face with a ravenous lion that's been locked up into a cage for far too long and is hungry for that fresh meat that crosses its path. You'll probably laugh.. believe me to be a joke because you're Lennox's bottom bitch and you have been granted a false sense of security that you can be protected.. and I'm sure you're used to being protected, especially with your brothers always being there for you but.. there is no protecting from me. Any one who steps into that ring during that match to try to save you is basically just offering up their asses for me to take and let me convey that i will not be gentle. Not sure what lies Lennox filled your head up with but i WILL tell you the woman that i'll always be. I shall always be the one who keeps talking and saying the things that other people are afraid to say. The words that roll off my tongue may be too harsh to climate, but I can PROMISE you that they WILL be pure and honest. The frauds who brag about having wrapped barbed wire whatevers to try to make themselves sound 'edgy' and 'hardcore' are nothing but certified actors in a movie... playing a role to try to BECOME the person they are playing but the credits in that movie eventually roll and you go back to being their same, non threatening selves.
I calmly roll my eyes.
The Firebird ~ Phoenix
I was nice enough to put together all of... this for you, Laina.. offering you an idea of what i mean when i say that i very well can turn your dreams into a nightmare. It sort of hurts that I have to be the one to do this to you, Laina.. but what you did to X and Gabe is VERY unacceptable. And now payback comes hurling at you like a vengeful bitch because now I have to be the one to dish out the cold consequences of what happens when you turn your back on family. I'm going to make it so that i don't just beat you to win but that i BREAK you. I want you laid up in a hospital bed with tubes shoved deeper into you than your brother be in me as you lay motionless, faintly breathing and think about what you did to find yourself in this unfortunate condition. And I want the other participants to view the match and let it sink in that if i can do that to my sister in law that i love so much... then whats going to happen to them when they are standing across from me inside the ring with a deranged woman who REALLY has nothing to lose and everything to gain?
I fall silent as i allow that to sink in while i stroll slowly towards the camera, my haunting emerald eyes boring holes as i grab the camera to glare into it.
The Firebird ~ Phoenix
I'm the grim reaper coming to take your soul and bleed you DRY inside that ring... and trust me, it doesnt get much SAUCIER than that.
Filled with brewing confidence while letting out a maniacal laugh, i suddenly smash the camera down as everything goes all black.
Annie || caution