Post by Cecily Bell on May 20, 2017 13:45:44 GMT
Cecily Bell: Why do I fight?
The words rang out from Cecily Bell as she walked into the frame of the camera. There was a slight twisted smile on her face as she looked over at her FAW Showcase Title. She sat the title down on the floor, she slowly sunk to the floor herself and sat Indian style. She reached up and ran her hands through her hair which made it more of a mess then what it already was. Not that it bothered her, she looked down once more and put her left hand on the title. Her black fingernails were a great contrast to the gold metal of the title.
Cecily Bell: This title is validation for me.
She takes a deep breath. For the first time it seemed like she was at a loss for words. Usually, the words hit hard and she would get into your head. But the subdued girl in front of you was something different.
Cecily Bell: When I first left FAW I wasn’t sure if I was making the right choice by leaving, but I need to do that. Everyone, in this business leaves at points. It could be the fact that you start losing your love for what you are doing, or it could be the fact that you just need to take a step back and take a breath. That is what I needed, I needed to take a breath because I had been going hard for over a year.
Now I know a lot of people are going to scoff at that and say people have gone 4-5 years without a break why did you need one after a year and some change?
She shrugs her shoulders and looks back at the title and then smiles.
Cecily Bell: I did it because I felt my skills were slipping, I felt that I was losing a step and I needed to just sit back and put my head back into the game. I needed to think, I needed to sit at home and just ask myself if this is what I really wanted to do. Once my mind got right, I missed this and well I wanted to step back into that ring and that is what I have been doing.
Quite frankly I have been doing a pretty damn good job with it as well…
She smirks again as she grabs the title and puts it on her lap.
Cecily Bell: See it worked with Ellie Stokes, she thought that she would beat me. She thought she would walk in and win the Showcase title but she didn’t. It all started when she was mad that Noah decided to move on from the Showcase title and not face her for the title, she thought it was a slap in the face. But do you know what was more of a slap in the face, is when she was crying about it. She thought she could overlook me, she thought that no matter what she would beat me, but you see I took that into the back of my head and I thought on it and I waited until I stepped into the ring and took out all of my aggression out on her and I beat her.
Did people think I would beat her? I’m not sure but the point of the matter is that I beat her and I have the Showcase title, and no one is going to take it away from me. I see the writing on the wall I see everyone clamoring for Gabe to win the title and have the Showcase title and the Tag Title at the same time. I see that he isn’t one that will buck the trend. He won’t try and push the company to conform or anything he will do whatever they want, maybe I have read him wrong but you know what he can have the confidence that he has and he can talk a big game down to me, but like everyone else that has ever thought that about me I will beat him and I will grab my Showcase title and I will walk out of the arena with it. I just won this title, I just cemented my legacy into being a great champion, and this title is one that I intend on keeping. Gabe, can want it and he can dream about it, but that is how close he is going to get because there is no way in hell he is winning.
Why I fight is to cement a legacy, and my legacy is being a damn good champion and someone people can’t count out.
She winks as she slowly gets up she grabs her title and puts it over her shoulder as she walks off.