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Post by Kenzi Grey on Apr 13, 2017 11:54:35 GMT
GREY MATTER The Official Blog of Kenzi Michaela Grey 13 April 2017Hey guys! LAW #60 is in the books, but I’m still more than a little heated about that and the fall out, so I am going to save talking about that for another day or two…just to give myself some time to cool off. Instead…I want to talk about some other cool stuff!
Silent, but Deadly
With “All That Glitters” wrapped up and chugging right along at the box office, I have turned my attention to a new project from the mind of my good friend, Cass Baumer; “Silent, but Deadly” featuring Rayven Hardy and Gavin Grimes. This is going to be my very first foray into horror, so I am REALLY looking forward to that!
So far, there has been a lot of talk about who else is going to be associated with this project and in what capacity. All I can say about it is that shooting is underway and that there are a LOT of stars from the wrestling industry involved…and it may be a surprise to see some of the names that end up working together on this. I know some people are already salivating over the prospect of individual issues sinking this project, but so far everyone has been great and I don’t see that changing anytime soon.
As shooting continues, I look forward to telling you all some of the big names that are attached to this project, leading up to the July release date!
Body…and everything else by Emma!
Last month I completed 30 grueling days of training with Emma Benton. Now that it is over, I have no problem saying that while I felt like puking every single day, it was an AMAZING experience working with her and a lot of the things she taught me about diet and exercise are going to stay with me forever. I feel a lot stronger and healthier because of her, and not only that, but she also instilled more than a few life lessons into me about goal setting and making what I want a reality.
My time with her is over, but I’d like to think that while I might have lost a trainer, I have now gained a friend…
…a super hot friend...
Ladies All-Star Fucking Wrestling
By now, everyone knows that Ladies All-Star Wrestling has been my home for the last 2 ½ years, exclusively. My mother wrestled there and now I do. Though it doesn’t always seem like it, I am a good and loyal member of the roster. I am having my differences with management right now, and while I am frustrated…I have NO intentions of leaving…
…the same can’t be said of their intentions to keep me; I suppose I’ll find out at LAW 61 when I speak to the owner…
I don’t know if I’ll be fired in a week and a half or not, but I am not going to give up on being a part of a wrestling roster and being appreciated for what I bring to the table! A few days ago I reached out to Fucking Awesome Wrestling and began negotiations to become a part of their roster. With the recent shake up of the Inferno Network, I am hoping that FAW sees what having a star of my magnitude on their roster can do for them!
…and maybe, in the process, I will see what it’s like to have a company appreciate the talent of Kenzi Grey!
That’s going to do it for now! I’ll be seeing you all…REALLY SOON!
Please visit my Official Fan Page at Kentourage for all things...ME!
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Post by Kenzi Grey on Apr 23, 2017 14:55:43 GMT
GREY MATTER The Official Blog of Kenzi Michaela Grey 23 April 2017In just a few hours you will get to see your girl kicking ass and taking names in Tampa, Florida…MAYBE! So, let’s get into the things that are currently pissing me off, shall we?
Eye of the Beholder!
The highlight of any performer’s day should be when the fans or their contemporaries pay them homage in some way. Recently I was presented with this very interesting and glorious piece of art by Katalina Star which depicts me as a dominatrix and Farrah Martell as my ball-gagged submissive…
First off…I want to say…THANK YOU!
Secondly…I want to say…KINDA GROSS…but mostly in an incestuous sort of way, since she’s hugged up with the grandpappi of my step-twins! So…yeah…that’s kinda weird/hot Kat…
Now, so I hear…Kat caught a lot of heat from people that she is close to…that are too afraid to be close to me, for fear that I burst their dirty little bubble with the unabashed truth. Well, if I could lend my voice to the conversation to defend Kat, I would…but you can’t talk sense to cowards with their heads buried in the sand!
I will simply leave it at this; while I can understand if Farrah does not want to be portrayed in that light, would it be different if it were the other way around? If I was chained and gagged, would that be okay? Would that give your ‘family’ such a belly laugh that it would then magically be nothing more than a joke? Maybe so…or maybe you’ll lie and say no…either way, that’s the difference between me and this fake ass idea that you and the Cornett’s have of me. I don’t take myself so seriously as to be offended by art or an unflattering picture. I post them of myself, so why would I be butthurt over this?
But hey! You guys will probably just twist what I say to suit your own ridiculous narrative and ideal of yourselves. That’s fine with me since none of you have the balls to debate me on any subject or any level…so enjoy that! As for me and as for Kat, I love the fact that she has the one thing that the rest of you lack, a sense of your place in the fucking universe!
Enjoy pounding your fists against your chest as you subtweet your stupid angst to all your ‘so-called’ family and friends…as I doubt any of them have the balls to speak to me like a human being either!
Ladies All-Star Wrestling #61
LAW comes to Tampa, Florida tonight and I am finally in a legit tag team match…only, not with my tag team partner! Now, that match is what it is and I have already spoke my piece on it…so allow me to shift the focus to something else…
Last show Lucas Dupree wanted me to bring legal representation with me, then he proceeded to read me the riot act over my long past in the organization. I was told, in no uncertain terms, that…
1. I lost to Keira Fisher at Validation! 2. I have an abysmal win/loss record! 3. My victories inside the ring are worthless! 4. I abused and injured an animal on live television! 5. I have faked injuries! 6. I have driven away talent! 7. I should have been fired last year!
Well, while I could easily torpedo this entire load of HORSESHIT right here and right now like I could have done that night if he'd let me, but I have decided to do it in front of the fans in Tampa…LIVE, in the ring…TONIGHT!
If you want to hear the truth…feel free to tune in and watch my segment, then immediately change the channel afterwards, because as soon as I am off the screen it will be HORSESHIT as usual!
Don’t worry…if you don’t watch LAW anymore because I drove you off or beat your ass, but you still want to see a truth bomb blow up a fucking building, then don’t worry…I have informed my publicist to rebroadcast it on CTN for all the chickenshits and haters!
I’m Fucking Awesome
LAW will have been my home for 3 years in July, and despite the fact that right now it feels like that home is doing everything possible to force me out…I refuse to just up and leave on my own. If LAW is going to be rid of me, they will have to hand me my notice! In all the time that I have ever been in LAW I have never once thought about being anywhere else, but now…that is more than a possibility, it is a harsh reality.
Last week I officially signed with Fucking Awesome Wrestling and next month I face off with my friend and co-star, Cass Baumer in my very first match. It almost feels like I am cheating on my spouse…but only if that spouse hated my guts, belittled and bullied me, and did everything in their power to force me into the arms of another lover!
…it is what it is…
I am looking at FAW as a fresh start with an organization that I hope appreciates and respects me!
I’m hoping FAW is an organization that will not just tell me I ‘might’ get opportunity then pretend my wins don’t matter when they pass me over; I’m hoping that opportunity is for everyone, not just everyone NOT named Kenzi Grey!
I’m hoping FAW is an organization that will appreciate when one of its champions is actually a champion when its cameras are no longer rolling; I am hoping that those champions will be recognized by the company they work for…at least once, unlike Kenzi Grey who was never ONCE shown during the opening of LAW with the Chaos Title, though I carried it everywhere that I went!
I’m hoping FAW is an organization that allows me to compete and flourish without being told that I suck or I don’t matter…that I am bad for business…that despite beating their greatest champions, I am not worthy of a championship opportunity!
…those are all my hopes…
I have no idea what will happen once I walk through those doors for the first time. Maybe I find a utopia and I wonder how I ever got along before. Maybe I find out that LAW has been right about me the entire time and they weren’t the problem, but I was.
I have no idea what will happen…but…I can’t wait to find out...because it will be FUCKING AWESOME!
Okay guys, I have a plane to catch in a few hours, so I’ll see you all VERY soon!
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Post by Kenzi Grey on Apr 24, 2017 16:35:44 GMT
GREY MATTER The Official Blog of Kenzi Michaela Grey 24 April 2017Hey, just a quickie while I have few minutes to kill!
Between Friends and Lovers… Last night was the final show (maybe) for FSociety and I attended to watch Melissa Reeves and Sarah Lacklan compete for championships. I won’t spoil the results for anyone that hasn’t watched the show, but know that I am super proud of both ladies for the performances they put on.
That being said, I will spoil one portion of the show, since it does kinda indirectly affect me. During an interview conducted by Cass Baumer, my first opponent in Fucking Awesome Wrestling (FAW), Sarah decided to distract her with what was probably a ‘fake’ bear sighting and then ‘sent her into the Abyss’ (which is apparently the concrete floor).
I want to start by saying, I had NO idea that Sarah was going to do that and I would not have allowed her to do it if I were there. Cass and I are friends and even though we are scheduled to duke it out in FAW, I have no intention of us leaving that match any different than the way we go in it, as friends and co-workers. I hope that whatever the beef is between Sarah and Cass doesn’t spill over into our joint movie project (Silent, but Deadly...coming in July) or FAW.
For my part, I intend to keep things professional and friendly…like I always do!
Salsa Bearde Sarah introduced me to Salsa Bearde, the wrestling bear on a road trip we took with Melissa and Cynthia to Vegas. I will spare you the graphic details of what went on in the backseat (mainly out of fear what will happen once Melissa finds out why she had to pay a cleaning deposit on that rental car) but that was my first time seeing Salsa! The other day, I finally got of the nerve to tweet Salsa and I have to tell you…my entire world has changed!
I AM FOLLOWING A WRESTLING BEAR!!
I don’t know if I will ever get to see Salsa in action, but I am planning for the day. I just ordered the ‘Bear Speak’ edition of Rosetta Stone and before you know it, I’ll be speaking bear like it’s my first language!
RAWR!!!!
The Love of a Good Man A few months ago I got to spend a GREAT time shooting ‘All That Glitters’ with Dax Beckett…who, despite is gruff appearance is a heck of a nice guy! I had such a great time shooting with him that I can’t wait to do something else with him in the very near future (I know that sentence sounds like it could be sex, but bear with me)!
Now, that being said…Dax and I had a few very steamy sex scenes in the movie and I was pretty positive that Dax was straight, just like me! Imagine my surprise to learn that Dax is now actually married to another man (possible two, but I was kinda distracted by the first one…he sent me a picture of his junk and made me pay by the inch…I only had $5 though). I know that this is 2017 and people are supposed to be more progressive, but there seems to be a lot of people out there who find it hard to accept Dax just because of his orientation. That is so WRONG!
I would hate it if I were a lesbian and people persecuted me for it! I mean…I’m not a lesbian, but if I was…that would be wrong…
The persecution part…not the lesbian part…
Okay…I am going to shut up now….
GO GAYS!!!
P.S. I totes sold that penis picture for DOUBLE the price I paid and sent it to Crystal Millar LOL!
Okay! Heading back to Hollywood soon…so, take care everyone!
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Post by Kenzi Grey on Apr 29, 2017 14:58:23 GMT
GREY MATTER The Official Blog of Kenzi Michaela Grey 29 April 2017 I’m up…you’re up, WHAT THE HELL!
SARAH LACKLAN VS. THE WORLD… Okay, by now anyone who knows me and those who pretend not to know that I am beholden to Sarah Selena Lacklan. I will spare you all the details of how this union actually got started, but it’s a thing…and that is pretty much that. I will add, I didn’t set out to find someone to fill the relationship gap inside me (unsure if the pun is intended or not) but I finally feel like I found what I needed and for the first time I really think I’m going to be okay.
If there is one issue…it’s that Sarah has this insane desire to fight anyone and everyone…and that has led me to some rather awkward exchanges with friends and some people I hardly even know…
Melissa Reeves and Stacy Sterling are a little disappointed with her over a comment Sarah made the other night when she was setting the world on fire. I won’t comment on what Sarah said since it would only be my interpretation of it, but I’ll say this…it’s okay to feel bad when someone does or says something you find crappy, but if you don’t take the time to find out why it was said or what was really behind it, then you are destined to drink from a well with poison water forever. That’s my 2 cents on that.
Then we have people that I have very limited interaction with; Liam Callaghan, Ashleigh Grimes, and Tyson Gregory.
I really don’t know Liam at all…I know his brother Ryan Callaghan, and I really do love him to death! I do know Ashleigh, and until yesterday I thought we were cool…I mean, she let me be Kenzi Jericho for a few days last year, but I guess that’s out the window now. Then there is Tyson, who had a great match with Sarah in FSociety, but I guess getting a win inside the ring is an afterthought when you can also add a bit of punch with shitting on their family tragedy afterwards...over and over.
I am a shitty person, but I have never been shitty to someone because of what so-and-so did or said. I make up my own opinion based on my personal experiences. Sarah and I are not going to like all the same people or even hate all the same people, but that is because I have a brain in my head and I can make up my own mind on who is and isn't a douche bag without being led by the nose like an idiot!
Sarah fighting the world is going to take me to some strange places I guess…so I better get use to it. It’s just that I’ve never seen so much venom for the sake of having venom and just spewing it at anyone one and everyone. I guess maybe that is the part that I have missed as well. I know Sarah is like a coiled viper and she has probably bitten those I have mentioned and she’ll have bitten a few more by the time I am done writing this...
All I can do is ‘ride the flames’ while she tries to set the whole damn world on fire!
TALKING TO EMPTY AIR
Sooooo…apparently there is this certain contingent of people who feel I should be fired from Ladies All-Star Wrestling…not because I have violated the rules there, but because my presence was enough to drive one of their friends crazy or into hiding. Well…I don’t know how that is MY fault! LAW tells me that it’s time to go to work and beat the shit out of some dumb bimbos and I punch the clock after I’m done punching faces!
It was only recently that I became aware that there is this outcry from people like Katie Daniels and Cadence Gosselin, chicks I honestly didn’t know existed, to have me fired because they or their friends can’t come to LAW while I am employed. The reason that I didn’t know about this is because all of this vitriol comes out in the form of subtweets or conversations with my boss, that I am not included in.
Now, my first inclination was to call them both bitches for not putting on their big girl panties and hitting the @ key, but Cadence claims that she has, and I have not responded. If that is the case, I am truly sorry…I now follow you both and you can feel free to @ me anytime you like and I will be happy to converse with you about why LAW still pays me and why they would pay you and your friends too if they signed a contract.
I’ll discuss LAW’s unprofessional nature and their violation of my privacy by talking to people about ‘internal investigations’ very soon, but in the meantime…the lines of communication are now open…banter with me at your leisure. Please stop subtweeting all of these supposed salient points, then high fiving yourself when I don’t respond. I respond to everyone who is polite enough to mention me…that now includes you…
YOU’RE WELCOME!
BABYSITTER BLUES
At our most recent LAW show, Mackenzie Roberts was appointed by Lucas Dupree to be my ‘mentor’ in his company. Lucas justified this by saying this is the last straw before he is forced to fire me. Well, I think that just makes him one heck of a swell guy to be willing to stand up and assign one of his ‘favorites’ as my babysitter! A woman, mind you, who hates my guts and also wants me fired!
Plain and simple, Lucas doesn’t have the balls to fire me because the only thing I have done ‘wrong’ is destroy the mythos that all of his chosen ones are just mere mortals! Included in that group is the one who is the most mortal of all…Jelly Belly Mackenzie!
I have no doubt that Mackenzie will do everything she can to antagonize me and get me to do something that she can run to Lucas and cry about so she can finally get rid of the bitch who is 1000 times better than her in EVERY way! By all means Mack, run to Lucas and cry about how woefully inadequate you are, when compared to me! Make up some lies that you can use against me so that you finally get the lasting victory over me being fired that you couldn’t get the last time we faced each other in a one on one match!
Do your best to break me Mack…but in the end, you’re gonna FAIL just like everyone else has FAILED! I’m not going to quit…EVER!
You can just go right to hell!
Okay…going back to being AWESOME!!
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Post by Kenzi Grey on Apr 30, 2017 13:42:54 GMT
GREY MATTER The Official Blog of Kenzi Michaela Grey 30 April 2017 Everyone is sleeping...except your girl!
FUCKING AWESOME IS FUCKING AWESOME!
So, as many of you know I recently signed with Fucking Awesome Wrestling as I looked to expand my brand as a professional wrestler. I freely admit, with a name like ‘Fucking Awesome’ I was a bit concerned that I might be dealing with some ‘less than professional’ personalities. Well, that couldn’t be further from the truth! FAW management has treated me with nothing but respect and has made me feel welcomed!
The one hiccup was Lyric Night, the resident Medic for FAW…
Now, I get it…I was in the middle of a joking online conversation with MY FRIEND and Lyric thought it was something else, so she shoehorned her way in to add her 2 cents…but this is the thing; it’s none of her business what I talk about. It certainly isn’t her place to go on a profanity laced tirade against me when she’s never taken the time to even speak to me like a human being! I did my best to calm her down and have a reasonable talk, but all I got was more cursing and disrespect.
I could have verbally assassinated her, but I didn’t! I remained a TRUE professional and I alerted management that they needed to tighten the reigns on some of their employees. I had no intention of naming Lyric specifically…well…until she further escalated things by getting her family involved. Before I know it, Lyric has her cousin, Jade Night cursing at me, no doubt using up all their shared Cricket Wireless minutes!
Long story short, I messaged FAW management and Zooey Anderson very professionally and promptly took the needed action to stop the harassment. It is a breath of fresh air to be a part of a company that values their employees like FAW. I thought I made the right choice in signing with them a week ago…now I KNOW I did!
NO KISS, AND MAKE UP
On a related point, following on the heels of that unwarranted attack…the thing that started it all was me having a bit of fun with Cass Baumer over the kiss that she’s supposed to get from Sarah Lacklan because of a bet that she misinterpreted the stakes for. Long story short, Cass screwed me during a contest I had with Sarah and now she’s on the hook to get a makeout session with my girlfriend.
I gave Cass some ribbing over it and maybe I went too far because she really was upset by the whole thing. Cass and I worked through that as friends, because that is what we are. Despite other people trying to stir the pot between us for our upcoming match, the fact remains that she and I know what this is and she and I know what we have to do. The match will take care of itself and the two of us will move on and continue our film partnership and our friendship…end of story!
NAMEDROPPER
I have an extensive history with Sam Tolson and not much of it is good…but in recent weeks it has been VERY GOOD…or so I thought. Sam and I had our go around over the Chaos Title while she was engaged to my manager, Ashley Marie Chase, and we both took more than our fair share of shots at each other. None of that carried over pass her regaining the Chaos Title and then later walking out on AMC.
I should have been firmly entrenched on Team AMC…and I was at first. As time passed I started to see that Sam wasn’t the ogre that I had made her out to be. We started building what I was thinking might be an actual friendship. Yeah, Sam is a shameless shill for herself and she liked to drop my name where ever she could to get a rise out of other people…which I took exception over and we cleaned the air.
In the face of a recent tragedy, I left town with Sarah to help put her father’s affairs in order. While we were away, Sam came down with a terrible illness that forced her onto bedrest. I messaged her to make sure she was okay and when Sarah and I returned to LA, she was the first person we stopped to see, bringing her gifts to show that we were thinking of her…despite the fact that Sarah’s father had just been buried the day before.
Imagine my surprise when I am out on the town attending an exclusive movie premiere and I step outside only to be greeted by the exact same grandstanding bullshit namedropping from Sam! You know, last year when we were still at each other’s throats, I would have be fine with this…but the minute she started going on about building bridges and making things better between us, the bullshitting should have ended!
I don’t care that she has a match with Maria Salvatore…that is their business and not mines, but if she wants me to get in her ass again…we can DAMN sure do that! The line of bitches who are dying to get their asses beat is getting longer by the damn day and I am more than ready to add her backstabbing PUNK ass to the fucking list!
This edition is DONE!!
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Post by Kenzi Grey on May 13, 2017 12:56:58 GMT
GREY MATTER The Official Blog of Kenzi Michaela Grey 13 May 2017 I want to talk about my TERRIBLE Sunday Night in the ring…so let’s get into this, shall we?
NIGHT FALLS
As most of you know right now, I am an official member of the Fucking Awesome Wrestling roster, and I couldn’t be happier about the reception I have gotten from management! It is so completely different from what I’ve been going through over the past year that it’s like a dream! Of course, the honeymoon is now over and I have to go to work.
That work came in the form of a match against my friend and bandmate, Cass Baumer, the Hardcore Champion. I struggled with having to face her, because I NEVER want to face my friends…but in the end, I did what I had to do. We had a pretty good match until Cass got sent into the steel steps and was knocked loopy. I’m not gonna lie, I was a little scared because I had flashbacks of the match between Kate Steele and Stephanie McDiddle. Steph got seriously hurt and no matter what Kate says, I know she did want to hurt her. Likewise, I didn’t want to hurt Cass.
…now…this is where shit gets weird…
The FAW trainer comes to the ring to check on Cass…the same trainer that has been harassing me over Twitter for weeks. The General Manager ordered her to knock it off…but of course, she continued and even got her stupid ass cousin, Jade Night involved! I didn’t want to be a snitch, so I tried to ignore it. Long story short, this bitch sets me up so that Cass can roll me up and get the three count...while she is checking on Cass!
WHAT THE FUCK?!
Right afterwards Lyric Night is apologizing and saying that she didn’t mean it…basically blaming Cass for the entire thing! Well, kudos to Zooey Anderson because she did something that I would NEVER expect anyone in management to do for me…she gave me a chance at JUSTICE instead of trying to screw me over!
At the very next FAW show, I get to beat the holy hell out of Lyric in a sanctioned match! Since that bitch wants to be all up in my business so bad…I am going to show her what my business is all about! When I’m done with her ass, she’s gonna learn her place…but she’s gonna have to get discharged from ICU first!
PLANTING SEEDS
Part 2 of my EPICALLY terrible Sunday involved coming out on the losing end against The Boardwalk Angels at Ladies All-Star Wrestling #62 as I teamed with Kate Steele and my Baby…Sarah Selena Lacklan. This confrontation has been building since January and the fans were ready for it and so were we, but before all that…we had this…
Before this match got started, Zoey Star came to my locker room to talk about the beef between me and her ‘family’ and how things needed to be about the LAW Tag Team Titles…finally. No one agrees with this more than me. Kate and I set out to compete for a team championship, not to relive 2016 through the eyes of three randoms who weren’t there to begin with!
I was ready to charge ahead and finally get to work…but of course, they can never REALLY mean what they say since I get the obligatory parting shot of “…reaping what I sew…”
Now, I chose to get heated over that comment because it undercuts everything that Zoey just said! It’s NOT a match about the titles, it’s a match about some shit that is on other people’s plate! You can call me crazy for picking up on that fact, but I damn sure wasn’t the only one! Maya Jensen, the awesome host of Prime Data picked up on the very same thing!
Hey…that’s all well and good though! You guys took round 2, so now it is on to Validation where we settle up for the Tag Team Titles…all sew reaping aside! That last match was an emotional one for me and I took a shot and paid the price for it. When we do this for a third time with all the marbles on the line…will you be in the ring defending those titles for yourselves or will you be there looking to make sure I reap what I have sewn?
I hope you'll be there fighting for 2016, because I'll be there fighting to win those Tag Team Titles in 2017. I have laid to rest the last of my ghosts...taking those titles is the only thing that interests me!
A FEW SOUR NOTES
Guilty Pleasure wasn’t my idea…teaming with Kate Steele outside the ring to make music couldn’t have been further from my mind. When CTN forced us together, I thought they were insane…but it turns out that something beautiful was born of that. Guilty Pleasure grew with the addition of Melissa Reeves, Cass Baumer, and Steph McDiddle. These girls became close to me like family. We went out and we entertained the masses together and we created something beautiful. I thought it couldn’t get any better than that…
…turns out I was right…
Like family sometimes does, we fought with each other and cracks started to form in our foundation. Cass and Mel were at each other, Steph and Kate were at one another, and I was all over the place. We couldn’t get it together, so I brought in Sarah Lacklan…but I guess things were too far gone by then. Kate injured Steph in what was supposed to be a friendly match and yesterday Mel gave her notice. Things exploded between Mel and Cass afterwards, and it’s more than apparent that was one of the main reasons for her departure.
My family is breaking up…and I can’t do anything but stand back and watch it crumble…
However, I have ZERO intentions of seeing Guilty Pleasure fail as a band. We might have our problems, but we will find a way through them together…or apart if that is the way that people want it. Guilty Pleasure is going to survive and the music will play on…one way or another!
Okay guys! Thanks for listening to me babble! See you again SOON!
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Post by Kenzi Grey on Jun 24, 2017 4:04:56 GMT
GREY MATTER The Official Blog of Kenzi Michaela Grey 23 June 2017 It’s been a LONG TIME since I have done one of these! Now that I am finally back in the States, there is no time like the present!
Decisions…Decisions I better start with the TERRIBLE week of wrestling that I had a few weeks ago! Back to back losses on the same night in HUGE matches! I lose to the Queen of Part Time Appearances, Gabby Camacho in LAW and then I lose my Fucking Hardcore Title to Cass Baumer in FAW. All around, a terrible night for your girl.
I did my very best against Gabby, but I guess all the nights of me showing up for every show wrestling and entertaining the fans must have taken a HEAVY toll on me! Gabby was the fresher of the two of us, having enjoyed a schedule of showing up for LAW events once every other month! Hopefully one day I can get a part timer contract like that…assuming I get to keep the one I have…
Then over in FAW I not only LOST my Hardcore Title…but I also cost my Sarah the title that she so richly and rightfully deserved. I was stupid and got caught by Cass and because I was down and out, Sarah took her eyes off the prize and Cass capitalized. I have no one to blame but myself and that is what eats me up inside. In one fell swoop I not only disappointed my General Manager, Zooey Anderson, but I cost Sarah a loss as well.
I am not sure how to reconcile either of these. I mean, it’s not like anyone really expected me to win either of those matches…but I expected to win those matches…or at least not lose them…if that makes any sense. My 2017 started with a bang and for a while, it seemed like I was on the verge of changing my fortunes in this business…and just like THAT…I am sitting here wondering what comes next for me in this business. Do I buckle down and charge back into battle like Sarah wants me to…or do I finally get the hint and pack it in?
My head is telling me to quit…to focus on my movie career and do like my mother said. Leave wrestling to fighters like her and Sarah…but my heart tells me that I’m not done…that I can get back in the fight and I can outlast the part timers that breeze in and out on a whim; I can get back in the saddle and remind Zooey Anderson why she put so much faith in me! I can take a page out of Sarah’s book and fight for the respect that I have craved since the first day I laced up boots.
I don’t know if I will ever get what I want from the business…but I am going to take it by the throat and choke it until it finally gives me something…anything…I don’t even care what anymore… Team Kickass Following Sarah around the world has been one of my greatest pleasures. I love watching her fight...and…hate watching her fight. I love it when she wins…there is no greater high than seeing my Baby happy, but I hate when she is in the ring fighting for her life…literally. I have no choice but to be by her side as she fights the entire world, because we are a team…we are Team Kickass and we don’t leave the other behind…EVER!
In UKWF my Sarah got dealt a bad hand after knocking a stupid referee on his ass for making a bone headed call against her…that was kinda my fault a few weeks ago in England. Anyway, management decided to screw her and suspend us for one show. Well, Team Kickass flew back over the pond to jolly old England and we did what we had to do…we entertained the fans OUTSIDE the arena! We protested that bad call and eventually UKWF had no choice but to come out acknowledge us!
It’s nice to be appreciated…though I have a sinking suspicion that UKWF is looking to stick it to Team Kickass for hijacking the show. Well…they are going to find out that screwing with Team Kickass is a TERRIBLE idea! My Baby lives for the day that she gets to set someone on fire…and I live for the day that I can be the one to pass her the matches! I don’t know what UKWF has planned, but I know what Sarah and I have planned…Falcon Punch any and every one that stands in our way!
That Was Awkward In FAW this weekend I am slated to face Adam Sanders…the man they call Awkward Adam. Now, those who know me know that I have NEVER wrestled a man one on one before. I honestly had no clue as to how to approach this match…so I decided I’d have a bit of fun with it and tease Adam about fighting girls. Well…I can only think of one time when an attempt at being funny turned out this terribly…and that is when Kramer from Seinfeld showed us all that being funny with a script didn’t translate to being funny on the comedy stage.
Long story short…Adam said he was quitting professional wrestling and then he disappeared, and I got blamed. Now…I didn’t want him to quit the sport…but I did want him to think twice about hitting me in our match. Before I knew it, I had Adam’s manager, Eddie Walker threatening to sue me and accusing me of threatening to assault him. He starts sending his client list after me and before long, I am three friends lighter in the form of Kenzie Rydell, Adrien Cochrane, and Stacy Sterling.
Honestly, I can kinda understand Kenzie turning on me if she thought that I was really trying to ruin her boyfriend’s career. However, I will counter with this; in this business we do a lot of things to hype ourselves and to hype our matches. If I pissed off Kenzie by telling Adam that he would be a woman beater if he hit me on Sunday…then that is a personal problem! If that was hurtful, they better never set foot in the ring with half of the bitches I have had to face in my career. Hurt feelings over a little ribbing will be the least of their worries.
I do NOT understand Adrien being as bitchy to me as he was, especially considering the fact that I defended him to Sarah and I bent over backwards to make sure that she would accept him as a brother, the same way I had! Well, I suppose the old friendship highway is really just a fucking one way street with him. I guess that is what I get for siding against Sarah after she told me over and over that he was just a good-for-nothing deadbeat! As soon as he got what he wanted from me, he couldn’t wait to kick me to the curve. Hopefully that I not what is in store for Stacy.
Speaking of Stacy…well…this bugs me the most, not that she and I have ever had the best relationship. She doesn’t really talk to me unless she’s pretty much forced to do it just to be polite. She has always ignored the majority of what I have had to say, and while that did bug me…I found out that maybe I was better off being ignored. You see, I can take a lot of crap…like a superhuman amount of crap…but what I can’t take is when someone lies about me. Trust me, I have done more than enough bad stuff in my life without people making up shit about me. Stacy has fuck-all to say to me for months, then out of the blue, she’s accusing me of threatening to burn down her boyfriend’s house! WHAT THE FUCK?! I should have known that Adrien wasn’t man enough to set her straight, since he already proved that he’s not only the Dropkick Kick, but he is also the Drama King!
Honestly…good riddance to the bunch of them! The only one I’ll really miss is Adrien because I really and truly believed that he was a good guy. I risked my relationship with Sarah by putting my reputation on the line for him…and I couldn’t have been more wrong if I had tried! That is the LAST time I don’t believe my Baby when she tells me how it is with someone!
Now…that leads me back to Sunday and my match…or lack of a match with Adam. I don’t know if he’ll be found before Sunday or if his lame ass lawyer, Steven Nair (like the hair remover) really did put out a warrant for my arrest. All I know is this…after seeing everyone’s true colors on Thursday night…if Adam does show up to that arena…he better hope that he is one hell of a fucking woman beater because I’m gonna be a man eater and I am going to chew him up and spit him out! All I wanted to do was to have a little fun and hype up a match with some fun banter, but since fun is now officially off the table…I will settle for violence!
I’ll see you on Sunday…but you better hope I don’t!
Okay, that’s enough for tonight! Sarah wants me to watch stupid ass Star Wars, so I guess we are doing nerd shit now! BYE!
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