Post by Ellie Stokes on Apr 8, 2017 7:34:19 GMT
I was still in my wrestling gear after my debut match in SLAM. It had been a tough tag match, something I’ve never been great at, but it was an amazing experience. It was what I needed going into my match with Noah though. It got me back to where wrestling was a fun thrill like it should be. I was sitting on the hood of my car, getting fresh air before heading in to change and I wanted to speak my mind while the adrenaline was pumping still.
Noah. Noah. Noah. I feel bad that I feel so disappointed in you. You are fixated on some tweets I posted a while ago when I was really upset. You are fixated on stuff that I apologized to you about and even said I was wrong saying. I’ve moved on past that but why haven’t you? Did I make you that upset? If so I’m deeply sorry. As I said I was in a bad place and I made some bad comments. Let’s move past it and focus on the positive.
Let’s focus on the fact that we are going to Main Event the next even. Let’s focus on the fact that we are going to steal the show. Let’s focus on how fun this match is going to be for us and for the fans. That is what is important in the end not some tweets. I mean it seemed like you brought up each tweet and went through them one by one. That is social media, a place to vent and a place you sometimes make a mistake on. Let’s get past that, can we? I mean I respect you. I respect your ability and I’ve made it clear that I think you’ve been an amazing Showcase Champion. You’ve made that belt shine brighter than the main championship. That is impressive.
You see to think that I wasn’t upset when Chris Night got a shot at it? I did actually bring it up to my manager who questioned Ana Valentine about it. I felt slighted then because I work my bum off for this company. I love this company and I put my heart and soul on the line when I go out there in the ring. I earned a shot at a belt and when the supershow came around I wasn’t given the championship match I earned. It hurt. It still does hurt that sometimes it seems like this company doesn’t believe in me.
I believe FAW is a special place though. I think it has an amazing roster from top to bottom, including you, Noah. I think you are one of the greatest talents on this show. You are a measuring stick for people to test themselves against. You are one of the top names and it will be a thrill to step into that main event match with you.
So how about we take all the tweets, the bad feelings about championships and everything else negative either of us have brought up and we toss it out. We can bundle it all up into a big ball and throw it in the trash because being mad at each other or feeling slighted for something will get us both nowhere fast. I am sorry if I offended you. I really am. I don’t know if you can accept my apology or not but I hope you can because when me and you step foot in that ring I want it to be about the wrestling.
I want this match to be about two of the biggest and best up and coming stars in this business today. I want this match to be a match where people can show other people just what makes F’n Awesome Wrestling just so f’n awesome. Is that too much to ask? I don’t want any negativity to be in the way of what should be an amazing, high impact, competitive match. A straight up wrestling match that people will want to watch again and again where two people who love this business, who bleed this business, show off what they can do.
This should be a magical experience for us both. Why bother with negativity and bad feelings? Let’s move past that because we are both better than that. Let’s have fun because I want to make magic happen in that ring, Noah. Let’s steal this darn show!
I jumped up and off my car with a smile and a wink at the camera. This match could be something special and I hoped Noah was willing to help me make it happen. I headed back towards the arena to change. One match down for the weekend and one left to go! I was stoked! It was my time to shine!
Noah. Noah. Noah. I feel bad that I feel so disappointed in you. You are fixated on some tweets I posted a while ago when I was really upset. You are fixated on stuff that I apologized to you about and even said I was wrong saying. I’ve moved on past that but why haven’t you? Did I make you that upset? If so I’m deeply sorry. As I said I was in a bad place and I made some bad comments. Let’s move past it and focus on the positive.
Let’s focus on the fact that we are going to Main Event the next even. Let’s focus on the fact that we are going to steal the show. Let’s focus on how fun this match is going to be for us and for the fans. That is what is important in the end not some tweets. I mean it seemed like you brought up each tweet and went through them one by one. That is social media, a place to vent and a place you sometimes make a mistake on. Let’s get past that, can we? I mean I respect you. I respect your ability and I’ve made it clear that I think you’ve been an amazing Showcase Champion. You’ve made that belt shine brighter than the main championship. That is impressive.
You see to think that I wasn’t upset when Chris Night got a shot at it? I did actually bring it up to my manager who questioned Ana Valentine about it. I felt slighted then because I work my bum off for this company. I love this company and I put my heart and soul on the line when I go out there in the ring. I earned a shot at a belt and when the supershow came around I wasn’t given the championship match I earned. It hurt. It still does hurt that sometimes it seems like this company doesn’t believe in me.
I believe FAW is a special place though. I think it has an amazing roster from top to bottom, including you, Noah. I think you are one of the greatest talents on this show. You are a measuring stick for people to test themselves against. You are one of the top names and it will be a thrill to step into that main event match with you.
So how about we take all the tweets, the bad feelings about championships and everything else negative either of us have brought up and we toss it out. We can bundle it all up into a big ball and throw it in the trash because being mad at each other or feeling slighted for something will get us both nowhere fast. I am sorry if I offended you. I really am. I don’t know if you can accept my apology or not but I hope you can because when me and you step foot in that ring I want it to be about the wrestling.
I want this match to be about two of the biggest and best up and coming stars in this business today. I want this match to be a match where people can show other people just what makes F’n Awesome Wrestling just so f’n awesome. Is that too much to ask? I don’t want any negativity to be in the way of what should be an amazing, high impact, competitive match. A straight up wrestling match that people will want to watch again and again where two people who love this business, who bleed this business, show off what they can do.
This should be a magical experience for us both. Why bother with negativity and bad feelings? Let’s move past that because we are both better than that. Let’s have fun because I want to make magic happen in that ring, Noah. Let’s steal this darn show!
I jumped up and off my car with a smile and a wink at the camera. This match could be something special and I hoped Noah was willing to help me make it happen. I headed back towards the arena to change. One match down for the weekend and one left to go! I was stoked! It was my time to shine!